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Tuesday, 28 June 2011

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    Our Endless Numbered Days
    By Iron & Wine
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    The other day I just decided to get a kitten. I drove to the neighboring town where my aunt lives and got this one. His name is Asher and he is the sweetest little creature.

    My other cat is completely insulted and refuses to step into my room for more than a few minutes to eat or use the litter box. I'm not really sure how to fix this problem, and I really don't want to give away my kitty.

    I'm also trying to fix my roommate woes, and having no luck.

    I've been listening to Iron and Wine on vinyl all morning.

Wednesday, 22 June 2011

  • I don't remember the last time I slept in bed alone. Just knowing someone is next to me is comforting. They don't have to be touching me, it doesn't even matter if they are male or female.

    Tonight will be weird.

Tuesday, 21 June 2011

  • No one is telling me the speed I should be travieling, so watch me take the lead.



    It's time to get over some of the anxiety I've felt the past few years. I'm a very outgoing and bright person, but sometimes I get shy, or anxious at the most inconvenient times. Especially when applying for jobs, or having to go to large meetings (orientation, town meetings, parties with unknown people, etc).

    Today I sucked it up, and applied for a job at Children's Hope. It's kind of a halfway house for emotionally disturbed children. Kids who have been abused, have mental problems, or have seen horrible things end up at this place. I really would like to work there. I'm going to school and majoring in social sciences and psychology. I hope one day to be a children's psychologist or a social worker.

    Highschool and college have fucked me up. I write everything like it's an essay.

    Overall, today has been a good day. Woke up next to Kurtis, which still confuses me at times. I just ended my relationship with Thomas, and here comes this guy out of nowhere, making his way into my life and my house. He stays here almost every night. We've kissed a couple of times, but it's gone no further than that. If Thomas knew, he'd be so hurt. So, I haven't told anyone else in the house.

    Also, I'm proud of myself for going into sprint and getting my number changed to another phone. I have texting again. Woo!

Monday, 20 June 2011

  • "You're moving but not aware
    You're drowsy without a care
    Except keeping your whites behind your lids
    And your lids are your best canvas
    I can only imagine what you're painting"



    There are people who can't make up their minds, and people who make their minds up for them. I switch between the two.

    Today was a pretty good day. My mom treated me to dinner and a smoothie. :D I've missed her a lot since she moved out. At least Tony is good to her.

Sunday, 19 June 2011




  • Songbird - Fleetwood Mac.
    For you, there'll be no more crying,
    For you, the sun will be shining,
    And I feel that when I'm with you,
    It's alright, I know it's right

    To you, I'll give the world
    to you, I'll never be cold
    'Cause I feel that when I'm with you,
    It's alright, I know it's right.

    And the songbirds are singing,
    Like they know the score,
    And I love you, I love you, I love you,
    Like never before.

    And I wish you all the love in the world,
    But most of all, I wish it from myself.

    And the songbirds keep singing,
    Like they know the score,
    And I love you, I love you, I love you,
    Like never before, like never before.